I wish I had the courage to jump

To fall through the air

And shatter my skull on the concrete below

Then get up and disappear into the darkness.


  • Reply April 13, 2012

    Prism of an immigrant

    Thank God you don’t have the courage :). It gets better.

  • Reply April 13, 2012


    please do think with a bit of optimism, difficulties would pass. Moving to Abuja soon and I would love to meet you.

  • Reply April 13, 2012


    I pray and hope you never find that courage. How about walking into the light? Life is full of struggles, take them head on!
    Be brave, Sugabelly, be brave!

  • Reply April 14, 2012


    I just want to hug you…

  • Reply April 14, 2012


    Sugabelly…please be brave. I will go with HoneyDame’s comment…the world is not easy, it is unkind and frustrating…but you must never give up and give the world a chance to laugh at your weakness.

  • Reply April 14, 2012


    Yeah, I’m feeling you tonight…this morning… can’t sleep, can’t cry, can’t stop breathing . . . don’t want to …cos it gets better, I just know it!

  • Reply April 14, 2012

    Missy Tee's

    You will never ever ever have that courage Sugabelly. Look on the bright side, it can only and will only get better!

  • Reply July 6, 2012


    Me too. I’ve chickened out at the last minute tho. I’m TufaThanNigerianHair on YT. I wish we could hang out together. I feel like I’ve been living 5000 years. The “dying” part I think would be the worst, but the death part would be wonderful. Out of this body and out of this world. :)

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