Blog April 13, 2012 Longing I wish I had the courage to jump To fall through the air And shatter my skull on the concrete below Then get up and disappear into the darkness. failure Share on: Facebook Twitter Pinterest Google + Previous PostCrash Next PostI hate my body You may also like April 17, 2012 Frozen June 17, 2010 Night Clouds March 16, 2010 Every Guy I Have Ever Been With 8 Comments Reply April 13, 2012 Prism of an immigrant Thank God you don’t have the courage :). It gets better. View Comment Reply April 13, 2012 Mau please do think with a bit of optimism, difficulties would pass. Moving to Abuja soon and I would love to meet you. View Comment Reply April 13, 2012 HoneyDame I pray and hope you never find that courage. How about walking into the light? Life is full of struggles, take them head on!Be brave, Sugabelly, be brave! View Comment Reply April 14, 2012 Toinlicious I just want to hug you… View Comment Reply April 14, 2012 Lara Sugabelly…please be brave. I will go with HoneyDame’s comment…the world is not easy, it is unkind and frustrating…but you must never give up and give the world a chance to laugh at your weakness. View Comment Reply April 14, 2012 Efi Yeah, I’m feeling you tonight…this morning… can’t sleep, can’t cry, can’t stop breathing . . . don’t want to …cos it gets better, I just know it! View Comment Reply April 14, 2012 Missy Tee's You will never ever ever have that courage Sugabelly. Look on the bright side, it can only and will only get better! View Comment Reply July 6, 2012 Anonymous Me too. I’ve chickened out at the last minute tho. I’m TufaThanNigerianHair on YT. I wish we could hang out together. I feel like I’ve been living 5000 years. The “dying” part I think would be the worst, but the death part would be wonderful. Out of this body and out of this world. View Comment Leave a Reply Click here to cancel reply. Cancel reply Name * Email * Website Comment Notify me of follow-up comments by email. Notify me of new posts by email.