By sugabelly BlogApril 13, 2012 Longing I wish I had the courage to jump To fall through the air And shatter my skull on the concrete below Then get up and disappear into the darkness. Tagsfailure Share on Facebook Twitter Pinterest Google + LinkedIn Email Previous articleCrash Next articleI hate my body You may also like Frozen Night Clouds Every Guy I Have Ever Been With 8 Comments Prism of an immigrant says: April 13, 2012 at 7:39 pm Thank God you don’t have the courage :). It gets better. View Comment Reply Mau says: April 13, 2012 at 8:58 pm please do think with a bit of optimism, difficulties would pass. Moving to Abuja soon and I would love to meet you. View Comment Reply HoneyDame says: April 13, 2012 at 11:30 pm I pray and hope you never find that courage. How about walking into the light? Life is full of struggles, take them head on!Be brave, Sugabelly, be brave! View Comment Reply Toinlicious says: April 14, 2012 at 1:39 am I just want to hug you… View Comment Reply Lara says: April 14, 2012 at 6:13 am Sugabelly…please be brave. I will go with HoneyDame’s comment…the world is not easy, it is unkind and frustrating…but you must never give up and give the world a chance to laugh at your weakness. View Comment Reply Efi says: April 14, 2012 at 5:00 pm Yeah, I’m feeling you tonight…this morning… can’t sleep, can’t cry, can’t stop breathing . . . don’t want to …cos it gets better, I just know it! View Comment Reply Missy Tee's says: April 14, 2012 at 5:28 pm You will never ever ever have that courage Sugabelly. Look on the bright side, it can only and will only get better! View Comment Reply Anonymous says: July 6, 2012 at 12:02 am Me too. I’ve chickened out at the last minute tho. I’m TufaThanNigerianHair on YT. I wish we could hang out together. I feel like I’ve been living 5000 years. The “dying” part I think would be the worst, but the death part would be wonderful. Out of this body and out of this world. View Comment Reply Leave a Reply Cancel reply Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked * Name * Email * Website Comment Notify me of follow-up comments by email. Notify me of new posts by email.